When Everyone Around You Seems to Be Moving Forward
Infertility is often spoken about medically, but far less often emotionally.
People talk about hormones, treatment options, procedures, timelines, medications, egg quality, sperm counts, ovulation cycles, and reproductive health plans. Families ask questions about when children are coming. Friends announce pregnancies. Relatives make comments during weddings, gatherings, Eid dinners, family visits, or casual conversations that they may not even realize are deeply painful.
But underneath all of that, many women are carrying a grief that feels almost impossible to explain.
Because infertility is not only about the inability to conceive. For many women, it slowly becomes grief tied to identity, belonging, womanhood, family expectations, culture, relationships, religion, community, and the future they imagined for themselves.
And within many South Asian communities, especially, this grief is often carried very quietly.
The Grief of Infertility Is Ongoing and Repetitive
One of the most difficult aspects of infertility is that the grief is rarely a single event.
It repeats itself over and over again:
- Every negative test.
- Every menstrual cycle.
- Every pregnancy announcement.
- Every family gathering.
- Every comment asking, “When are you having kids?”
- Every baby shower invitation.
- Every reminder of the life someone imagined they would already have by now.
Psychological research increasingly recognizes infertility as a form of chronic and ambiguous grief because the loss is often ongoing, invisible, and unresolved rather than clearly defined (Boss, 2009; Massarotti et al., 2019). Unlike other forms of grief that communities may openly acknowledge, infertility grief is often minimized, hidden, or misunderstood.
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Many women continue functioning externally while privately carrying immense emotional pain internally.
- They go to work.
- Attend gatherings.
- Smile in photos.
- Show up for other people’s milestones.
All while quietly mourning something they may feel their body, life, or future has denied them.
South Asian Women Often Carry Additional Cultural Pressure
Within many South Asian families and diasporic communities, womanhood and motherhood can become deeply intertwined socially and culturally.
Marriage is often followed almost immediately by questions about children. Fertility may become treated as expected rather than uncertain. Family systems may place enormous emotional importance on pregnancy, grandchildren, lineage, and motherhood roles. Some women experience direct pressure from relatives, while others experience subtler forms of expectation that still feel deeply heavy.
For immigrant and diaspora women, especially, infertility can sometimes create a painful sense of cultural isolation.
Many women begin feeling disconnected not only from themselves, but from family systems, community spaces, and cultural expectations around femininity and adulthood. Some avoid gatherings because they cannot emotionally tolerate the questions anymore. Others become anxious around married relatives or mothers because they fear judgment, pity, unsolicited advice, or comparison.
Research on infertility among South Asian women has found that stigma, shame, social pressure, and gendered expectations can significantly intensify emotional distress and isolation (Hasanpoor-Azghdy et al., 2014). In a collectivist culture, especially, infertility is often experienced not only as an individual loss, but as something socially visible and relationally loaded.
Many women begin feeling like their bodies have become a public conversation.
The Emotional Isolation Can Become Overwhelming
One of the most painful realities about infertility is how lonely it can become.
Many women stop talking openly about what they are going through because they become emotionally exhausted from:
- Unsolicited Advice
- Minimization
- Religious Platitudes Used Without Sensitivity
- Comparisons
- Questions
or comments like:
- “Just relax.”
- “It’ll happen when the time is right.”
- “Stop stressing.”
- “At least you can try IVF.”
- “Everything happens for a reason.”
Even well-intentioned comments can feel deeply invalidating when someone is carrying ongoing grief.
Some women also feel isolated within their marriages or relationships because infertility affects partners differently. One person may want to talk constantly while the other withdraws emotionally. Some couples become consumed by treatment schedules, fertility tracking, medical appointments, and financial stress until intimacy itself begins feeling clinical or emotionally loaded.
Research consistently shows that infertility is associated with elevated rates of anxiety, depression, relationship distress, and reduced quality of life, particularly for women undergoing repeated treatment cycles or experiencing prolonged infertility (Massarotti et al., 2019).
But many women still feel pressure to suffer silently because reproductive grief is not always treated with the same emotional legitimacy as other losses.
Religious and Spiritual Struggles Often Emerge Too
For many South Asian women, particularly those from Muslim, Hindu, Sikh, or other faith-based communities, infertility may also create complicated spiritual emotions.
Some women find comfort in faith during infertility. Others feel confusion, anger, guilt, grief, or spiritual disconnection.
Questions may begin surfacing internally, such as:
- “Why is this happening to me?”
- “Did I do something wrong?”
- “Why does everyone else seem to have this so easily?”
- “Why would Allah/God give me this longing if I cannot fulfill it?”
Women may feel guilty even admitting these thoughts because they fear seeming ungrateful or spiritually weak.
But reproductive grief often touches existential and spiritual layers of identity very deeply. Research exploring infertility and spirituality has found that infertility can significantly affect spiritual well-being, meaning-making, and emotional coping processes depending on cultural and religious context (Latifnejad Roudsari & Allan, 2011).
Many women feel caught between faith, hope, grief, pressure, and emotional exhaustion all at once.
The Body Itself Can Begin Feeling Like an Enemy
Infertility can profoundly alter someone’s relationship with their body.
Many women begin viewing their bodies primarily through disappointment, frustration, or mistrust. Cycles become emotionally loaded. Physical symptoms become anxiety-provoking. Intimacy becomes connected to pressure and timing rather than connection or desire.
For some women, there is also deep grief connected to feeling as though their body has “failed” them.
This grief is often intensified by social narratives that frame fertility as natural, expected, or central to femininity. Women may begin comparing themselves constantly to friends, siblings, cousins, or even strangers online who seem to become pregnant effortlessly.
Over time, the nervous system can begin living in a chronic cycle of hope, disappointment, anticipation, grief, and emotional hypervigilance every month.
This kind of repeated emotional activation can become psychologically exhausting.
Infertility Can Activate Earlier Emotional Wounds
For many women, infertility grief becomes connected not only to the present moment but to older attachment wounds, fears, and relational experiences.
Women who already struggled with perfectionism, self-worth, people-pleasing, or fears around inadequacy may experience infertility as confirmation of painful internal beliefs they were already carrying underneath the surface.
Some begin to believe:
- “My body is broken.”
- “I’m failing.”
- “I’m letting everyone down.”
- “I’m less of a woman.”
- “I’ll never be enough.”
These beliefs can become incredibly emotionally destructive when carried long enough in isolation.
This is one reason infertility care needs to include emotional and psychological support, not only medical intervention.
Grief Does Not Mean Hopelessness
One of the most important things to understand about infertility grief is that acknowledging pain does not mean someone has lost hope.
Women are often pressured to remain endlessly optimistic throughout infertility journeys, even while emotionally struggling underneath the surface. But constantly suppressing grief to appear “strong” often increases emotional suffering over time.
Grief and hope can exist together.
A woman can still hold hope while also mourning what this journey has taken from her emotionally.
- She can feel grateful for support while also feeling devastated.
- She can love her family while still feeling hurt by comments or expectations.
- She can trust God while still feeling heartbroken.
These emotional experiences are not contradictions. They are part of being human.
Healing Begins When the Grief Is Finally Allowed to Exist
One of the most painful aspects of infertility is how often women feel they must hide their grief to make other people comfortable.
But healing often begins when the emotional reality of infertility is finally acknowledged honestly and compassionately.
- Not minimized.
- Not rushed.
- Not spiritually bypassed.
- Not reduced to “just stress.”
Real healing often involves creating space for the grief itself.
- Space to mourn.
- Space to feel angry.
- Space to feel disappointed.
- Space to feel exhausted.
- Space to feel uncertain.
- Space to exist outside of constant pressure and performance.
Because infertility is not only a medical journey. For many women, it becomes an emotional, relational, cultural, spiritual, and identity-based experience all at once.
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How Therapy Can Help
Therapy can provide a space where infertility grief does not need to be minimized, hidden, or emotionally managed for other people’s comfort.
A culturally responsive and trauma-informed therapeutic space can help women process grief, shame, anxiety, relationship strain, identity struggles, family pressure, and the emotional exhaustion that infertility often creates.
Therapy may also help individuals:
- Strengthen Emotional Regulation
- Navigate Difficult Family Dynamics
- Process Reproductive Trauma
- Rebuild Connection With Their Body
- Develop Self-Compassion
And create space for emotional experiences that may have been suppressed for a very long time.
Most importantly, therapy can remind women that their worth was never meant to depend on their fertility.
Because reproductive struggles do not make someone broken. And grief carried silently for too long deserves care too.
Call to Action
If you are navigating infertility, reproductive grief, cultural pressure, emotional isolation, or the overwhelming emotional weight that can come with fertility struggles, therapy can offer a compassionate space to process those experiences without judgment.
Hayat Embodied Therapy offers virtual psychotherapy across Ontario for women navigating infertility, reproductive mental health concerns, grief, anxiety, attachment wounds, relationship stress, cultural identity struggles, and emotional overwhelm through a relational, trauma-informed, and somatic lens.
References
Boss, P. (2009). Ambiguous loss: Learning to live with unresolved grief. Harvard University Press. https://books.google.com/books/about/Ambiguous_Loss.html?id=a0x1cusSgNEC
Cross-Sudworth, F. (2006). Infertility issues for South Asian women. Diversity and Equality in Health and Care, 3(4), 281–287. https://research.birmingham.ac.uk/en/publications/infertility-issues-for-south-asian-women/
Hasanpoor-Azghdy, S. B., Simbar, M., & Vedadhir, A. (2014). The emotional-psychological consequences of infertility among infertile women seeking treatment: Results of a qualitative study. Iranian Journal of Reproductive Medicine, 12(2), 131–138. https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/24799871/
Latifnejad Roudsari, R., & Allan, H. T. (2011). Women’s experiences and preferences in relation to infertility counselling: A multifaith dialogue. International Journal of Fertility & Sterility, 5(3), 158–167. https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4122831/
Massarotti, C., Gentile, G., Ferreccio, C., Scaruffi, P., Remorgida, V., & Anserini, P. (2019). Impact of infertility and infertility treatments on quality of life and levels of anxiety and depression in women undergoing in vitro fertilization. Gynaecological Endocrinology, 35(6), 485–489. https://doi.org/10.1080/09513590.2018.1540575
Written and reviewed by Laiba Hayat
Registered Psychotherapist (Qualifying), BA-HON, MACP
This article was written and reviewed for accuracy, clarity, and educational value by Laiba Hayat, Registered Psychotherapist (Qualifying), founder of Hayat Embodied Therapy. Her work supports women, mothers, adults, teens, and families navigating reproductive mental health, infertility grief, anxiety, depression, trauma, identity, attachment wounds, family pressure, and relational wellbeing through compassionate online psychotherapy.
Last reviewed: June 9, 2026
